Green pastures.
We all want them, right? Psalm 23 conjures up images of lush, green rolling hills, or perhaps an enormous meadow of knee-high green vegetation.
Seriously green. Kentucky green.
Lush and more-than-enough.
What a gracious God we serve that he does indeed bless us at times in such huge ways that we feel this sense of being in those green, green fields, enjoying the enormity of his grace towards us! Provision so full and complete. More than what we expect. But what if your adoption or parenting journey has you wondering…
Where are my green pastures?
You’ve struggled long enough. The red tape continues to entangle you. The wait doesn’t get any easier, in fact, it lengthens.
Your child is home, but so far as you can see there are no green pastures. The night terrors take their toll on everyone’s sleep. Your beloved child still feels like a stranger to you. The stress of loving a hurting child is taking a toll on your marriage.
You ask, Where are my green pastures?
In my two-week hiking tour of Israel back in 2004, we trekked across the general area where David led his sheep, to see the setting of perhaps the most well-known passage of the Bible: Psalm 23.
And what we saw gave a whole new meaning to the concept of green pastures. Take a look:
Aside from a few shrubs, you can see that these “pastures” are anything but green by our standards. And yet, if you look closely, you can see a present-day shepherd still leading a flock of sheep over these very hills.
So what do the sheep eat? you may ask. They are eating just one mouthful of young, green vegetation at at time, following the shepherd to the next mouthful. (See below.)
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18 years in the classroom as a teacher was easy compared to parenting three little ones at home full-time. Through their three daughters, God has revealed Himself most clearly to Stephanie and her husband Matthew. He not only worked a miracle in giving them their biological daughter, He continued to show Himself in mighty ways throughout adoption journeys in China and Bhutan that were anything but normal. Nowadays she enjoys encouraging and connecting with other adoptive families through her work on “We Are Grafted In”. You can read more about their family on their personal blog We Are Family.
Stephanie, I am so so glad that you shared this on the blog! I would have loved to be in your breakout at TogetherCalled but missed it. So, thank you for writing this out. I love this perspective on green pastures! It is so so true–our shepherd leads us to the nourishment we need, but it doesn’t always look ahead of time like it will be enough–or even be there at all! And yet it is, every time. He is so good to us!
Thank you, Beth!