How do you do it?
This is what everyone asks.
How do you hold Little One close knowing that his days in your arms are
so fleeting, so uncertain?
How do you scramble to make it work at a moment’s notice?
How do you shuttle him to doctor’s appointments, nursing him back to health so that he can leave again?
Friends, this is how I do it.
I go out each day and gather enough for that day (Exodus 16:4).
I make plans for this day.
I figure out childcare, transportation, food for this day.
I hold and rock and snuggle and sing on this day.
And by the provision of a gracious Father, I do it again tomorrow.
My eyes have only two focuses.
Eternity. My promised land where I believe that all will be set right.
All will be well.
And this day.
I cannot think about the in-between.
It wrecks me. Just the thought of going there makes it a little hard to breathe.
And so, again, I hand the in-between back to the One who isn’t wrecked by it.
And I mix up formula in this day.
I make salt dough ornaments in this day.
I pray and love and hold and bless in this day.
Sometimes it feels like a little, and sometimes it feels like a lot, but it always works out to be just as much as I need (Exodus 16:18).
In this day, I gather enough.
And by the provision of a gracious Father, I will do it again tomorrow.
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Shannon is mom to an amazing seven year old. She is a Christian, a licensed foster parent, a kindergarten teacher and a huge advocate of connecting church people and little people in need of forever families. She blogs at A Little Bit of Everything.
